Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Get Well Soon, Joon!



"Yes, yes I'm on my way there! Chillax Jihee, it's not like I'm not going to come.."

I slipped in my LG Chocolate inside my pocket, and started to walk faster. Get real, the crew are asking me to buy hot coffee from the mini market and no one wanted to accompany me. T_T Lucky these coffee cans aren't that hot.

My name is Song Sunhee. Don't need to know my age, right? I work for JTune Ent, you know, the one that Rain created. More specific, I work as a manager. MBLAQ's manager. Actually, Lee Joon's personal manager. You see, mostly Korean boy bands only have one manager to manage them all, but MBLAQ is kinda weird. I manage Joon's schedule, G.O is being managed by Jung Jihee, and Cheondung is taken care by Han Daehee.
What happened to the two other members?
They run to any three of us whenever they want. But Seungho and Mir usually ask about schedules to me, since they consider me as their most 'vicious' manager.

By the way, Daehee and Jihee are my best buddies. We call ourselves 3hee. It's funny how we end up managing the same boy band in the same company, we didn't expect that to happen. Jihee's presence is acceptable, since Byunghee is her elder brother. And Daehee is also not weird to find here, she's Doongdoong's girlfriend, you know. But me? I guess I'm just unfortunate being here. And why oh why I have to manage that so called 'six pack charisma' guy. Seriously, that nickname sounds even more ridiculous than 'driving emotion Seungho' or 'hansome guy G.O'. HAHAHA~ I LOLed when I saw MBLAQ's Art of Seduction being showed on TV. Hansome? Is that a new word? Like 'handsome' but minus the D?

Back to business. Tonight MBLAQ is performing at HanYoung's Rock U show. They're wearing their BLAQ-Blue outfits. And somehow I think that this blue outfits look the worst. I prefer the white ones, or red. But what can I do? I'm their manager, not their stylist. Okay, I still have to hurry to give these warm coffees to the crew.

Finally I arrived and went inside the waiting room. Just when I opened the door, Joon was in front of me and MBLAQ were going on stage already.

"Oh, you guys are performing now?" I asked.

"Yup! Wish us luck!" smiled Joon.

"Arasseo. Off you go!" I made way for them to go out, then entered the room and gave each can of coffee to their owners.

"You should at least punch him on his shoulder and say 'hwaiting!', Sunsun!" said Daehee, opening her can and blowing her drink softly.

"Why should I do that? I'm not his umma."

"But you're his manager, Unnie! Why not show some affection," Jihee hopped into the conversation.

I rolled my eyes. These 2hees are starting again. Every time I act like normal to Joon, they always ask 'why don't you..' or 'you should have..' and blablabla. Hello? I'm just a manager here.

We watched MBLAQ's performance through the TV inside the room. It was good, well, normal. Their voices weren't shaky, and they dance well. But one thing caught my eye. When Seungho was flipping forward, and Joon doing his flip, it looks like he was trying hard to stand up. Or it was just me? I looked at the other crew and they said nothing.

Then after it ended, I heard a few voices from afar. It seemed noisy so I walked out to see what it is. And I found Mir and Cheondung helping Joon to walk. Joon's face looked like he was holding in pain.

"What happened?" I sprightly walked to Joon and took hold of him.

"When Joon hyung did his flip, he landed wrongly and sprained his right ankle." Cheondung explained. Joon tried to walk with his right arm around my neck and his left around Mir's.

"No wonder you looked hard on trying to stand up!"

"You noticed?" asked Joon, turning his head to me.

I tried to stand firmly since I felt that Joon was so heavy. I didn't answer and went back to the waiting room and helped him sit on the sofa. Both Mir and I exhaled at the same time. Daehee went up to Cheondung and asked what happened, so did Jihee.

"Now would one of you guys explain to me what happened?" I asked.

"I thought Cheondung's explanation was quite obvious," said the leader.

"No, it's not. How did it happen? I mean, how could he slipped?"

No one was answering, I looked at Joon and he was just grinning in pain.

"For goodness sake, where are the medical crew? At least try and see how bad his ankle is!" I ordered. The medical crew then rushed over and took care of Joon's sprained ankle.

"So, how?" I looked at each members, also the stage crew. "You guys have practiced like, hundreds of times. And you already did that flip several times, Joon. In different places. From huge shiny stages to small and limited ones. How could you slip here? Did you wear the wrong shoes? Or was the stage slippery? Was the stage slippery, Seungho?" I looked at the leader.

Seungho looked back and shook his head.

"No. Did you tripped on Mir or something?" I looked at Mir. He did the same thing.

"No. Then this is pure human error. I'm not saying it's your fault but, you should have..."

"Sunhee, that's enough," interrupted Daehee. She looked deep into my eyes and gave a how-could-you-blame-on-him stare. I just took a deep breath and walked myself near Joon.

"Sorry I was just.. May I?" I asked to take a glimpse at his ankle. The medical guys stepped over a bit and showed Joon's leg. It looked.. bad.

"Does this hurt?" I asked while gently touching Joon's ankle. He shook his head. I touched harder, and he screamed.

"Oops. Sorry.. Okay this doesn't look so good. We need a doctor's hand, he should be taken to the hospital immediately. Come on."

Daehee and Jihee started packing their stuffs, so did the other MBLAQ members. But Joon didn't move a bit.

"You can't stand up?" I asked.

"You think?" He asked back.

"Mir~! Help me lift him!" I shouted. Mir purposely rushed outside pretending he didn't hear me.

"Cheondung?" I begged, he was busy with Daehee. And Jihee with her brother. Then the leader was my last hope.

"Seung.."

"Before you call my name, you should try helping him own your own. Afterall, you're his personal manager, am I correct?" Seungho smiled and carried his bag away from the place. I sighed and looked back at Joon.

"You really couldn't stand up?"

"Yeah I think I need a piggy back."

"Are you crazy? I can't piggy back you!"

Seungho who went out the door, walked backwards again and popped his head from the door saying, "Try piggy back-ing him, Sunhee! I'm sure it would be fun!"

"Get real! I'm 5 years younger than him, he's a lot heavier than me, and taller too, how do you expect me to carry him, LEADER??" I said half shouting. Joon hide his smile. Seungho chuckled and walked back outside to the van. I turned back and looked at Joon. He gave this puppy wanna be eyes and smile. I lost.

"Okay you win. Come on I'll help you up. But NO piggy backs, okay? I couldn't lift you up," I bent down to get his arm over my neck again. He just smirked and hardly stood up. Then we walked outside to catch up with others. But his moves were so slow and I got tired maintaining my speed with his.

~~~~~

We just got back from the hospital. The doctor said Joon can go home, but must rest for 7 to 10 days. He also said that Joon pulled a legiment, making him not able to dance too vigorously. And this made me frustrated.

"Damn what about all the performance that had been scheduled? And tomorrow you guys have to go to KBS Joy," I looked at the documents, pushed up my glasses back to its place, and blew my straight bangs.

"Chillax, Sunsun. We've got it fixed," Daehee smiled and lend me a paper of hers. She stood there and watched me reading it.

"You're still making them dance?" I asked.

"We'll change the choreography, Unnie. With Joon and his sprained leg, he's not possible to dance his part. I consulted with the choreographer to make some new slick moves, and they will be practicing it tomorrow. We've just got to make sure that Joon doesn't jump a lot," said Jihee.

I looked at the five guys. "Sure you still wanna do your schedules?"

"I'm positive," said Byunghee.

"Me too," spoke Mir.

"I definitely am," the leader said.

"I'm with the hyungs," said Cheondung.

Then I turned my view to Joon, "And you?"

"As long as my personal manager is always available to help me."

~~~~~

November 23rd, MBLAQ has this special stage performance for KBS. They wore their silver outfits, similar to the shiny green ones they wore one their last remix performance. As Jihee said, they changed the choreography, and we forced Joon to jump less and don't dance too vigorously. Actually, we insisted him not to perform, just let the four guys do their jobs, but he insisted back. So I just told him to take the risks.

So there I was, in the waiting room again, watching from the TV and with Daehee and Jihee beside me. Joon looked awful. He was pale, his smile wasn't that sincere. And he looks like he ran out of energy. He still tried to smile though. But, it just made him looked more pathetic.

In the middle of the performance, when it came to Seungho's part, Joon slipped. He fell down but tried to stand up again and did his part. I looked to my two buddies, and they just gave me a i-feel-sorry-for-you look. At the end, when MBLAQ did their end pose, Cheondung carefully guided his hyung to the backstage, so did the other three members. It feels heartwarming seeing them help each other.

"Is he okay?" I asked to anyone who would reply. But no one did.

"I told you to stay and just rest, didn't I? Look what happened now. You're too forcing yourself to work, Joon. If Rain sees this, I'm sure he would tell you to go and rest too!"

I couldn't help but scold him. When I'm worried, I tend to scold people, not giving them attention, which my buddies think that is rude. But the sudden emotions comes up and.. I just scold.

"Sunhee! He's already down and you still dare to scold him like that?" Daehee nearly yelled at me.

"Unnie, sometimes you gotta watch your words. Sorry if I'm not polite," Jihee joined the argue.

The other members and crews were all looking at me. I sighed and walked to where Joon was at.

"I don't want any upcoming performance for you. I'm going to rearrange the schedule.."

Just when I was going to leave, he grabbed my hand and refused to make the schedule changes. But I realized something different. His hands were beyond warm.

"My gosh, Joon.. Your heat is.." I touched his forehead, "..you caught a cold. No wonder you look pale. Let's get a check up to the hospital now."

~~~~~

"How is he?" I asked to the doctor who just went out of the room.

"He has a fever. And it seems like he caught a flu. To make it sure, we have run out some tests to diagnose his illness. You see, swine flu is quite a trend these days. We ran the test to make sure he has it or not. The results will be given two days from now."

"Swine flu?"

The doctor bowed a bit and left me at the corridor. I looked at the nurse who just came out of Joon's room and asked if I could see him. She said yes.
I knocked on the door and went in. I found him on the bed, leaning to his right, and already asleep.

"Joon?"

No answer came out from his mouth. He was indeed asleep. I carefully dragged a chair next to his bed, and sat beside him. Then I started to remember what Daehee once said..

"What's with you, Sunhee? A simple 'get well soon' would at least make him feel better!"

Suddenly I felt dizzy, and thought I had a headache, so I decided to leave. After all, the other members would definitely come by. Joon still needs a rest. I stood up and looked at him once again. I brushed his hair, cleaved apart his bangs, and gave a little peck on his forehead.

"Get well soon, Joon," I whispered.

~~~~~

Two days later, I was on my way to the hospital again. Joon slept over there since his fever and his heat wouldn't cool down. I went there with Daehee and Jihee. The MBLAQ members came to have a medical check up as well.

"So, Miss Song, here are the results for Lee Chang Seon's tests."

The nurse lend me a file that contains a few documents. Daehee and Jihee went closer to me, and got curious as I turn the pages. As I read the results, the nurse explained to us.

"Lee Chang Seon is declared positive for H1N1 and is hospitalized from now on. He was prescribed Tamiflu and is currently undergoing treatment. Other members also have symptoms of the cold, so they have received examinations today as well. The results will be available two days from now."

I stared forward to nothing. "Positive? H1N1?"

The nurse nodded. Daehee held my shoulders, and Jihee gave me a pat on the back. I felt a failure of being his manager. It's like, I couldn't manage his health. I mean, I'm only good at schedules, while forgetting to maintain his health. Now look what I've done.

"According to the documents, Joon must rest 7 to 10 days in the hospital," said Jihee.

"The schedule is ruined. Joon's health is ruined. Because of me," I cursed myself.

"Sssht~ Sunhee it's not your fault. It's not Joon's fault either. In fact, no one can be blamed for this. You both did your best to maintain the schedule. But it turns out different from what we expected," Daehee tried to calm Sunhee down.

"What am I supposed to do now?" I asked.

"Cheer for him, Unnie. Remember when he said he wants his personal manager always available when he needs? Show him. Make him know that you're there for him," Jihee threw a sincere smile on her face.

"Promise you'll take care the other schedules?"

"Sunhee! No worries! Just think of your idol than his schedules now. Health is more important than performing here and there. We'll take care all of it, right, Jihee?" Daehee looked at Jihee. Jihee raised her thumb and smiled.

~~~~~

After two days figuring out how can I communicate with Joon, I finally told the nurse to give him a laptop which I sent that day. Then, we both were online to chat. Joon suggested a video call by saying "don't worry, the virus wouldn't infect you through video calls" which I responded with a laugh.

"So, how are you feeling?" I asked through the webcam, while tying up my hair to a ponytail. I pushed my glasses back to place.

"It feels like a normal flu. But sometimes I feel that I lose my appetite," Joon's voice was sort of weak.

"You must eat well if you want to recover soon!"

Joon made a weak laugh, "Yeah I will, noona."

"I'm not your noona."

"You look like one to me," he smirked.

"Do I look that old?" I touched my own face.

"No it's just that, you act like a noona. You worry too much."

"How could I not worry seeing you limping here and there and now trapped in that H1N1 virus," I said, while typing another job of mine.

"You felt worried? How worried?"

"Much."

Joon smiled. "What's with that smile?" I asked.

"Thanks for the kiss on the forehead that day."

"You're wel.. WHAT?"

Joon burst out laughing, even though in the end he coughed so hard.

"Whoa whoa take it easy, tiger. You said..what?" I asked to convince what I just heard.

"That peck on my forehead, the first day I was taken to the hospital. I wasn't really sleeping, you know."

I felt embarrassed myself and covered my face with both hands. Joon kept laughing.

"It actually made me feel better. But unfortunately the results were worse. Now that I have swine flu I can't see you face to face and pretend to sleep so I can get that peck again. Kekekeke~"

"Ok, enough of it or I'll disconnect.."

"NO~! WAIT, WAIT.."

I took a deep breath and stared to his eyes. Well, to the screen of my laptop, I mean.

"Sorry Sunhee if for all these times I have been so stubborn, and not listening to your advice. If I listened to you, this won't happen."

Suddenly I felt guilty, since I was the one scolding him every time yet he is the one apologizing to me now.

"No. I should've apologized to you. I forced you too much. And I always scold you. I didn't meant to but, it keeps happening and.. I don't.."

Joon interrupted, "It's okay, it's okay. I understand. I know who you are and how you act. After all you're my personal manager, so we both know each other a lot, right?"

I exhaled and smiled, "Yeah. Sorry, again."

"I have a way for you to not feel sorry again. I way to apologize properly," he suddenly sounded serious.

"What? Don't tell me to quit my job? NO! I DON'T WANT TO! Please don't.." I instantly freaked out and my lap was shaking and he couldn't see my face because it blurred.

"Hey, hey relax! I'm not firing you. In fact I'm promoting you," he gave a sweet smile that he always had.

"What? Promotion?" I felt a big smile being drawn on my face.

Joon smiled even wider, "Yea. From now on you are promoted to be my yeojachingu."

I choked on the hot cappucino I was drinking, and trust me, it hurts.

"Yeo..yeoja??"

"Yup! Girlfriend."

"YOUR girlfriend? But, why?" I put down my cup and started to look at the webcam again.

"Because I just want you to be. So you would care not only about my schedules, but also my health and how I'm doing," Joon explained.

"Will I get extra salary for that? Bonus money every month?" I attacked him with puppy eyes.

Joon just laughed, "Salary? No, you get paid with my presence every day. My shoulder to cry on, my.."

I coughed, "Ok, ok please don't continue."

"So do you accept the promotion?" Joon asked in full of expectations.

It only took me 2 seconds to decide. "Yeah sure."

"REALLY?" he looked so excited.

"Want me to change my mind?" I dared.

Joon bounced on his bed, making the laptop shake and the vision blurred. "Oh yeah~ Oh oh oh yeah~ I'm feelin' good oh yeah, yeah yeah~!"

"Yeah yeah yeah, now would you please eat and take your Tamiflu?" I asked. Oh and lucky my webcam wasn't like 5 megapixels or else he would see the blush on my cheeks.

"Okay Sunsun! Got to go now, after my meal the doctor needs to examine me again. Wish me luck! Saranghaeyo~!" Joon waved and smiled to the webcam.

"Ah? Uh.. yea sure. Good luck!" I scratched my head which wasn't even itchy.

Joon was about to disconnect the video call, when I called him again.

"By the way.."

"Yes?" he looked straight to the webcam again as if we were talking face to face.

"Get well soon, Joon!"

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Monday, October 26, 2009

Lost : A Present For Myself

It's like a dream come true!
Here I am, carrying my one big sunshine yellow suitcase,
waiting for my flight to Seoul, Korea!
kyaaaaaaaa~~ ! XD
I still couldn't believe that Mom would actually allow me to spend a vacation at Seoul!


18 year old Song Sunhee just graduated from her high school with splendid scores. She reached the first rank among the two classes in her school, has been accepted in a number one university in her country without a test, her dad was promoted to a higher level from his previous job, and now, chasing her biggest dream ever. A 3 month holiday is waiting for her, so she decided to spend 1 full month in Seoul.

"Passport, check. Money, check. Visa, check. Ticket, check. Hmmm.. what else?"

Sunhee talked to herself while checking all her belongings when suddenly her handphone rang. She picked up her iPhone and said..

"Yes, Mom?"

A loud voice from across the phone was heard.

"Sunhee, Mommy, Daddy and your unnie are about to go boarding, so we're going to turn off our phones. Don't forget to give me a call when you're already at Seoul, okay?"

"Yes, Mom! By the way bring me a koala when we both get home!"

"Don't talk nonsense, honey."

"Okay then, Mom. Hehehe~ I'll buy you all a set of hanbok to wear."

"Hanbok? Okay that sounds great. Be careful, okay Sunhee?"

"Yes, Mommy, you all too. Love you guys!"

Sunhee shut her phone and put it in her pocket. She dragged her suitcase to a bench near the entrance gate of the departure flight. She took a deep breath, and talked to herself again.

"Hmm. Mom, Dad, and my unnie are going for a one month vacation to Brisbane. Lucky I told Mom that I wanted to have my own vacation to Seoul. Hehe, my 3 year effort in high school wasn't useless at all. I remember when Mom promised to give me anything if I reached the top score, and I did! Even I'm already accepted in the university without a test. Such a great day. All my dreams are..."

Sunhee stopped speaking to herself when she heard that the gate was open, and it's time for her to go boarding.

"Boarding! Oh yeah~~"

Sunhee stood up, put her passport and other important documents inside her waist bag, then dragged her suitcase towards the gate.

~~~~~

The flight took about 6,5 hours, and Sunhee was already at Korea that night.

"Yahuu~! Finally, i can breathe the air of Koreaa~.."

She closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths.

"Okay time to find my luggage now.."

Sunhee was a bit confused about the airport, as she hopped of from Korean Air, she was amazed because of the futuristic architecture that Incheon International Airport had. Even the signs were also in English, she was still dizzy to find lots of Korean people walking around. However, she still managed to find the place where people are picking up their luggage.

Sunhee waited for her big sunshine yellow suitcase to show up. First, a minute went by and she still felt patient. Then minutes went by so quickly, it was 15 minutes pass by already and Sunhee nearly got pissed off if she wasn't at Korea now. She decided to search for an employee or an officer who is in charge of that section.

She looked around and found a blue shirted guy, she asked about her luggage and gave her flight number. The guy took out his walkie talkie and spoke something in Hangul that Sunhee couldn't understand, then he looked at Sunhee and bowed. Sunhee was confused.

"Miss, we are really sorry. Your luggage may have been shipped to a wrong flight, and so as a few other suitcases. We hope that you give us your hotel address, and we will deliver it there as soon as possible."

Sunhee had her eyes wide open, "What?"

"We are really sorry, Miss." said the Korean guy with his fluent English.

Sunhee tried hard to cover her anger, so she gave the guy her hotel address and also her phone number. She passed the Grand InterContinental Hotel Seoul brochure to the guy and took another deep breath. At least she still had her mini waist bag with her, also her wallet in it, so yeah, she could survive the night. The guy bowed once again to Sunhee, then walked away. Sunhee just turned around and walked lazily to outside the arrival gate. She then took out her handphone and texted her mom that she already arrived at Seoul. But she didn't tell her mom about her suitcase, she was absolutely sure that her mom would be furious.

Her message wasn't delivered yet, maybe her mom forget to activate her phone, she thought. Sunhee kept walking until she reached the main entrance of Incheon International Airport, where all the taxis, buses, and other cars were passing by. Sunhee already knew what to do, so she hopped inside a blue limousine bus departing from there to Jamsil subway station.

It took only about 33 minutes for the bus to arrive at the station, and Sunhee took another bus for her to reach Gangnam. She looked inside her waist bag and searched for the hotel brochure. But she found nothing.

"Wait.. don't tell me that.. I dropped the brochure? No, no.. DAMN~ I gave the brochure to that airport guy! ah!"

Sunhee whispered to herself, and it made people inside the bus looked at her. She just smiled clumsily while saying "Gwenchana~~" and waving her hands. Then she looked outside the window and slapped her own head.

~~~~~

Sunhee got off the bus and looked around. She saw a few "gangnam" texts on various shops around her. She tidied up her hair, and walked to the bus station. She played with her handphone and looked at her wristwatch. 10.30 pm.

"Where am I supposed to go?" she asked herself.

She tried her best to stand up, as she was desperately tired from her flight. How could she not be tired? Suitcase missing, lost in Gangnam. Being in Seoul isn't always fun at all, especially when you don't know how to speak Hangul.

Sunhee asked a few local people who were passing by, asking about hotels near that place. Unfortunately, nobody spoke English, so it was useless for her to ask here and there. In the end, Sunhee saw a mini market and went inside to buy some food.

She looked at the shelf of snacks and drinks. She was definitely hungry, but she lost her appetite, so she just bought bread and canned milk. When she was about to pay (she already changed her dollars into won at the airport), the cashier looked at her and said something that was like, "Are you okay? You look pale."

Sunhee looked at the mirror beside the entrance door, she did look pale.

"Nae.. gwenchana." she said, with her broken Hangul. She isn't an expert of Hangul, she only knew a few phrases, but she still dares to take a trip alone to Seoul. A place she has never been before.

The cashier smiled friendly and thanked Sunhee. Sunhee bowed a bit and walked outside. She took a sip of her milk, ate up her bread, and then didn't know what to do next. She kept biting her straw while drinking her milk, when suddenly she felt dizzy. She then walked to the edge of the entrance steps of the mini market, then squatted down while hugging her own legs. That night felt so cold, and it felt worse because she was alone. She ignored people who were walking by, then she tugged her head inside her jacket, and closed her eyes.

5 minutes went by, but it already felt like an hour for Sunhee. She couldn't actually sleep on the steps, so she just rested there, still tucking her head down. Suddenly she could hear a faint sound of two to three people speaking Hangul. She then tried to cover her ears as the sound felt like coming closer.

"Is she okay?" asked a first voice.

"What is she doing here?" asked another voice.

"You think we should wake her up?" said the last voice.

Sunhee felt tired hearing all of it so she looked up and saw three guys standing in front of her. The first guy was tall, had black mohawk hair and thick lips, and he was holding a plastic bag. The second guy, looked like the youngest among them, his hair was brown and messy, holding a bottle of drink. The last guy looked tall too, but seemed more body builded, he looked worried.

"Are you okay?" said the tall guy in Hangul.

Sunhee's face was still pale, she weakly nodded her head.

"What are you doing here this late?" said the youngest guy, in Hangul too. Sunhee didn't understand. She tried to speak with her hand gestures. She pointed at herself, then made an X sign, moved her fingers near her mouth, and said "Hangul".

"Seems like she can't speak hangul.." said the last guy, looking at his friends. He then asked Sunhee with a few other languages, even Sunhee heard him speaking Spanish. Finally he asked..

"English, perhaps? English?"

Sunhee made a weak smile with her pale lips, "Yes! English!"

The guy looked relieved, he smiled and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Sunhee's face turned upset. She felt like she knew these people but her eyes were all blurry and she couldn't see well.

"I'm.. lost."

"Lost?" asked the same guy, seems like he was the only one that could speak English fluently. "Where is your house?"

"I don't have a house.. I'm on a vacation here." said Sunhee.

"Aigoo.. well, you should.."

"HATCHIIIH~~"

Sunhee sneezed so hard even before the guy could finish his speech. Then Sunhee dropped her can of milk and started to shiver.

"Hyung, why don't we help her first, and then ask her later?" suggested the young guy.

"Yeah, I don't mind if we take her to our dorm." said the mohawk one.

The last guy looked at Sunhee, "Do you mind coming with us?"

Sunhee hugged herself, "As long as it is somewhere warm.."

The guy smiled and helped her to stand up. Then the four of them walked to a mini van parked near the mini market. Soon after that, they were on their way to the dorm.

~~~~~

It was half past 11 already. Sunhee was sitting in the middle of a huge black sofa, while 5 guys were walking around her. She looked around the dorm and found a big poster of the guys. It has a text written "MBLAQ , Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality". Sunhee rubbed her eyes, and took a glance at it again.

"No wonder I know you guys!" yelled Sunhee, making the mohawk guy almost dropped the warm tea he made for Sunhee.

"Anything wrong?" asked the guy that was the most fluent.

"You all are.. MBLAQ?" asked Sunhee, still in a pale face.

A guy who had mustache walked towards Sunhee, "Well, yes we are.."

Sunhee looked to all the five guys around her, looking at them one by one, and saying all their names.

"Byunghee, Seungho, Cheolyong, Sanghyun, and.. June?"

June wrinkled his brow, "Whoa whoa wait.. Ju-ne? It's Joon, lady. June like the month of June."

"Arasseo. But I prefer calling you Ju-ne. Like joo-ne. You mind?" asked Sunhee while giving a weak expression that made a mother side from June come out.

"Okay, whatever." said June, throwing himself to the sofa, sitting beside Sunhee.

Seungho who was still holding a cup of tea continued to walk towards Sunhee and gave it to her. "Here, at least it will warm up your body."

"Kamsahamnidaa~" said Sunhee while blowing the hot tea, then took a sip of it. Her face instantly heated up and the pale faded away.

"Since you look better now, would you like to introduce yourself?" said Cheolyong, a.k.a Mir, the magnae of the group.

"Ne. Annyeong haseyo, Song Sunhee imnida. Uh, that's the only Hangul I can speak. Uhm.. I'm 18 and my reason being in Seoul is just for a vacation, but then I lost my luggage, I lost my hotel brochure and stupidly forgot the name, and now I only have money to survive one day which actually I have to spend a month here."

All five guys looked at Sunhee, "So the point is..?" asked Sanghyun, well known as Cheondung.

"I'm lost and I don't know where to go."

The leader slapped his own face. June took a deep breath.

"Okay Song Sunhee, how come your name is Korean, when you're not actually a Korean?" asked Byunghee.

"That's my Korean name. I wouldn't tell you my real name." said Sunhee. Her real personality is slowly coming out.

"And when are you going to leave this place?" asked the leader. Sunhee felt offended and looked down.

"Hyung, she's lost, okay? Don't say things like that." said June, speaking up for Sunhee. "So what are your plans now?" he continued.

"I.. don't know. My family isn't with me so I'm here alone. I don't know where to stay."

June pulled out a key from his pocket. "This is the next room's key. Usually Mir, Seungho and I sleep there, but you could use it for this night. It's okay, right, guys?" June looked at the magnae and the leader.

Mir looked like he was not willing to, but he felt sorry for Sunhee so he agreed while giving a smile. So did Seungho. Sunhee stood up and thanked them while giving a 90 degree bow.
June then also stood up and was about to take Sunhee to the room, when Seungho interrupted.

"Sunhee-sshi, would you promise one thing?"

"Yes?"

"Don't tell your friends, especially those who knows us, about this. And I'm also afraid if Bi hyung knows about this.."

"My lips would be sealed, Leader. No worries ^^" said Sunhee.

Seungho smiled and let Sunhee to walk out of the room, leaded by June. Sunhee held her waist bag and followed June to his room. He opened the door and gave Sunhee a mini tour.

"This is my bedroom as well as Mir's and Seungho's. You can sleep here if you want, while Mir, Seungho and I could sleep with the other two members next door. The bathroom is right there, and if you need anything, just come over and knock the door, get it?" asked June, while giving a sweet smile.

Sunhee really paid attention to June's orders. She thanked June a lot and walked him to the door when she realized something..

"Wait.."

"Yes?" June turned around.

"As you see.. my suitcase is lost too, so.. I can't wear these clothes for the next day.. and.."

"Oh.. I see.." June chuckled, "In my room, you'll see a cupboard fill with clothes. Just wear one of my sweaters, or perhaps Mir's clothes if mine are too big for you. I will tell Mir later."

Sunhee looked back, "ah, arasseo. Okay thank you so much uhm.. June.. should I call you 'oppa'?"

June touched his sideburns and answered, "If it makes you feel comfy, then you may. Okay, take a rest now, Sunhee. It's already late."

Sunhee smiled, "Yes, I will. Thanks again, June oppa ^^."

~~~~~

Sunhee woke up at 5.15 am, doing her morning routine and taking a bath. She opened Mir's closet and found tons of clothes. She even spotted Mir's 'Oh Yeah' outfit, as well as June's. She looked at Mir's clothes and found a mozaic hoodie. Sunhee think twice and looked at June's closet. She decided to wear June's peach sweater and her black jeans from yesterday. When she was dressed up, she walked to the balcony and inhaled some fresh air.

She watched the morning Seoul from the balcony, the breeze made her shiver a bit. Then she stretched out her hands here and there.

"Already up, young lady?" said a voice from across.

Sunhee startled and looked to the balcony next door. "Ah, June oppa. May I borrow this?" she asked while pointing to the sweater she was wearing.

"Of course. What are you doing so early?"

"Just doing my morning activity as always.." Sunhee continued to stretch her body.

"Today MBLAQ is going to perform, we're having a practice on 10am. Wanna come? I mean, you don't wanna be left alone here, do you?"

Sunhee tried to hide her various feelings that she felt that day. Tired, shocked, happy, blushed, it was all mixed up as one. She didn't expect to meet MBLAQ in her trip to Seoul. She also didn't expect to get lost and in the end she had to stay in June's room. She didn't know what to do, how to act, what to say in front of June, who once owned a number one place in her heart.

She remembered 2 years ago when MBLAQ just freshly debuted. She could only watch June and other members from her screen, not live. Time passed by, and new boybands were debuting. Sunhee started to concentrate to achieve her goal, she even had a month without Kpop in her head. Maybe that's why now, she didn't freak out when she met MBLAQ. She was happy indeed, but she didn't want to show them.

"Sunhee, I was asking. You wanna come?" asked June again, waving to Sunhee.

"Oh, well.. If the others don't mind.."

"I'm sure they wouldn't ^^" said June.

Damn~ Why do you have to be so nice to me? I know this won't last long. I wouldn't stay here forever. Don't make my feelings as an ordinary fangirl change into feelings of a girl. Don't make me love you for real.

~~~~~

MBLAQ and the crew, also Sunhee, arrived at JTune Entertainment building, located in Gangnam as well, not far from their dorm. MBLAQ will be performing their debut song again, as they were celebrating their 2 years anniversary. When they all got down from the shuttle, June helped Sunhee to hop off and walked beside her to enter the building.

"Bi hyung would be there. Don't worry, I'll explain this all." said June.

They went up to the 3rd floor and into the practicing room. June and the others put their bags on the floor, and Sunhee decided to sit beside the bags and watch from there. The practice started, the "Oh Yeah" intro started playing, Sunhee started bobbing her head to the beat. The five guys moved as flawless as before. And when it came to June's part (where he had to lift his shirt), Sunhee smirked and just bent her head down. June actually realized. As the practice ended, June walked to Sunhee, and Sunhee gave him a towel.

"Oppa.."

"Yes?", June wiped his sweat.

"You shouldn't do that." said Sunhee, imitating June's voice when MBLAQ were at Starry Night radio, two years ago. Hearing Sunhee's voice, the other members which were chugging down their drink, burst out laughing. Mir even sprayed out some water which was still in his mouth.

"ai? shouldn't do what? this?" said June while pulling up his shirt again. Sunhee covered her eyes.

"Try making the move look cuter." Sunhee stood up and walked to the huge mirror.

"Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah!" sang Sunhee while pulling up her sweater in a cute way, and putting it back to it's place.

June, Mir, Byunghee, Seungho and Cheondung all looked at each other. They all held in their laugh.

"That's not bad. Very cute indeed. But I don't think the cuteness will reach the max if June does it." said Seungho.

"Never mind. It's just that sometimes fans get bored with same gestures eah performances." Sunhee went back to her place and sat again. Everybody said nothing. "Sorry, was I too harsh?"

Just when June was about to answer, someone opened the door. MBLAQ plus Sunhee looked over and found a familiar figure walked inside. Sunhee startled and immediately got up. June pulled Sunhee behind him.

"Annyeong haseyo, MBLAQ imnida!", the five guys bowed to their boss.

Bi (Rain) looked around. "Is everyone doing good? How's the practice?"

Mir, Byunghee, Seungho and Cheondung all explained about their day and about the practice. When it came to June's turn, Bi made a frown and looked at Sunhee, then he asked, "Nuguseyo?"

Sunhee bowed and answered, "Annyeong haseyo, Song Sunhee imnida.."

Bi looked at June. June understood what his boss meant, so he quickly told the whole story about Sunhee, from finding her in front of the mini market, until letting her stay in his room. Bi looked at June and dragged him away from the room. Sunhee looked at the other members, their facial expressions doesn't look good at all.

~~~~~

The event has came, MBLAQ will be performing in an hour. They were now doing a rehearsal, all are ready with their classic 'oh yeah' outfits. A few hours ago when June came back after a chat with Bi, he walked up to Sunhee and said everything is okay. Sunhee sure didn't believe him.

At the rehearsal, June kept holding Sunhee's wrist with his left hand. He dragged Sunhee here and there, while checking sounds, taking a drink, and anything. Sometimes when he had to reach for something, he moved Sunhee's wrist from his left hand to his right.

"I don't want you to get lost for the second time." he said in a serious voice.

When they were about to perform for the rehearsal, June asked Sunhee to help him put on the microphones, since MBLAQ are going to dance, they were using wireless. Sunhee helped June fit the mics through his head and fix the position so it would stick right next to his mouth. Lastly, Sunhee wiped off June's sweat.

"Wow, I found your presence here really helpful." said June. Sunhee just smiled.

During the rehearsal, June kept doing his original 'pull-shirt' move, not the cute one like Sunhee had demonstrated. Sunhee just made a blow face.
Surprisingly, when it came to their real performance, Sunhee was waiting backstage when she saw June's part - lifting his shirt - but he did it in the cute way that Sunhee told him to do! Sunhee drew a smile as she paid more attention to the rest of the performance. Leader's flip was cool as always. Cheondung's rap skills were improving. So did the other members.

~~~~~

My days at Seoul are getting more and more fun,
After MBLAQ's performance a week ago, June and I spent more time together.
The 5 years difference of our ages makes us both grow fond of each other.
I'm sure he considers me as his younger sister, just as I treat him as my own brother.
He does things that real guys do,
he crosses the road while holding my hand, he shades his jacket on top of my head if it suddenly rains, he helps me to speak Hangul with other people..
It sure does feels great, I mean.. he's the Lee June, MBLAQ's Lee June.

Sometimes I think that what I'm doing in this holiday is wrong,
but sometimes I forgot about my own holiday, and the reason I should be here at the first place..
I wished that the time could stop,
I wished that I could stay here longer,
I wished that June would always stand by my side..
But that's way beyond possible.
I couldn't stay here forever. Time would not stop.

An airport officer called me yesterday. He said that my suitcase was already here, and it will be shipped over to my hotel. Grand InterContinental Hotel.
I could have move to the hotel instead of keep staying at MBLAQ's dorm.
But there is this thing that makes me don't wanna leave the place.
Leader is getting more kind to me, Mir always acts cute to lighten up the mood,
Cheondung usually entertain us with his Tagalog speaking ability, Byunghee sometimes sings a ballad song when we all look sleepy.

And June's smile..

It's contagious. Whenever I see him smile, it makes me wanna smile too. It's also addictive, like the type of smile whenever it fades away, you crave for more.
June smiles not only by his mouth, his heart also smiles.
Ever since I came to this dorm, he has always been the most attentive person.
He asks whether I have gone to sleep or not yet, whether I have eaten or not.
He does resemble a figure of a big brother.
To me, it's more than a big brother.
I'm afraid when it's time for me to go home, I wouldn't bear to leave this place, and also leave June behind.

It's not like he is mine, but.. I'm sure it would be hard.
I already warned myself in the beginning, not to get to close to him. But things just happened. I was surprised too, does June act like this to every fangirls?

The point is, I know where is my hotel now. I'm already familiar to this Gangnam area.

But I'm not ready to leave this place. To leave June.
Not yet..


~~~~~

It was 2am, everyone was sleeping soundly. June, Mir, and Seungho had to sleep on the sofa in the living room, while Byunghee and Cheondung are safe and sound in their rooms. It was a silent dark night when suddenly June heard someone knocking on the door. He stood up and rubbed his eyes while walking to the door.

"Who is it?" he asked in a sleepy voice.

He heard a sobbing sound from outside. He peeked through the small window on the door and quickly but carefully opened the door.

"Sunhee? What happened?" June was fully awaken now. He was shocked to find Sunhee on his door, crying and sobbing.

"I.. had.. a nightmare.." sobbed Sunhee. The girl looked weak and so scared. June then walked outside of his room and closed the door. He pat Sunhee's shoulders while pushing her back to her room.

"There, there.. It's okay. Let's sit down first and I will hear everything if you feel like talking." said June, opening the door and getting Sunhee inside. He helped Sunhee sit down on the sofa, then he turned on the lights.

"Ah, the room is bright now. You wanna tell me about your dream? Come on, Sunhee. You're a big girl already. Big girls don't cry." June pulled a few of tissues and gave it to Sunhee. She wiped her face and tried to speak.

"Since last week, it was okay for me to sleep alone. But then I don't know why, today I felt uneasy, and when I went to bed, things were spinning around my head. Suddenly I just fell asleep and I had this dream where..", Sunhee hung up her speech.

"Where..?" asked June.

"Where.. the first dream is about me, falling down a cliff. I know it sounds silly, but since I was young I kept dreaming about it. And the other dream.. I saw you dying..", Sunhee's face which was already dry, got wet again as she burst out into tears after telling the story.

June gave a calming smile and helped Sunhee wipe her tears, "It's okay, Sunhee. I'm here right now, see? It's just a dream. You don't have to cry like that. Hey, look at me.. 'you shouldn't do that'.. remember?"

Sunhee made a smile among her tears, which made June smile even wider.

"Aww, that's my girl. Don't cry anymore, okay? I'll promise I won't leave you."

Sunhee's heart skipped a beat as she heard that sentence.

"You promise?", she asked.

"Well.. at least tonight ^^" said June. It was like magic. Just a simple smile from him, can make Sunhee's fears disappear.

"You're not gonna leave us.. like in my dream, right?"

"I won't." said June, clearly.

Sunhee was still sobbing even though her tears already stopped running down.

"Aw, you still look sad. It's okay, Sunhee. Here, I think you need a hug."

June who was sitting on the table in front of the sofa the whole time, moved to sit beside Sunhee. He reached for her and slowly pulled her closer and gave a warm hug, while sometimes patting on her back.

"This isn't the Sunhee I met. The Sunhee I know is really tough, brave, and doesn't look sad at all. Where is the Sunhee I know, hm?"

Sunhee gave June a hug back, her sob slowly faded away. When June realized that Sunhee was finally calm, he let go of her and looked at her in the eyes.

"Song Sunhee, hwaiting!", he said in a cute way, clenching his fist to the air. It made Sunhee smile.

This is okay, right? It's just a simple sibling-like hug..
God, I beg you, please make this feel a little bit longer...


~~~~~

Nareul bomyeo miso jitneun, geu eolgureul saranghae neor~

"Yoboseyo?"

Sunhee woke up and immediately answered her ringing phone. It was in fact a call from the airport officer, who had found Sunhee's suitcase and will be delivering it to her hotel.

"Ah, arasseo. Jeongmal gamsahamnida."

Sunhee put down her handphone and glanced to the mirror. Her straight long and black hair was all over the place. She tidied it up with her bare hands and stood up to go out. She still wore June's peach colonize hoodie.

When she went out of the bedroom, she was shocked to see a figure sleeping on the sofa.

"June oppa?"

She walked to him and found him still asleep. She then tucked him in with the blanket that has fallen of the sofa. Maybe June kicked it down. She then walked to the counter and made two cups of hot chocolate. She carried it back to the sofa and put one cup on the table, for June to drink. After she finished hers, June was still asleep, she didn't bear to wake him up, so she just went back inside to take a bath.

When Sunhee was done with her bath, amazingly, June was STILL asleep. Sunhee made a small smile on her face. She took her mini beltbag and other stuffs. She wrote a note and put it beside the cup of hot chocolate - she didn't even think that it was still hot. She stood back up and was ready to go.

"These days were so precious,
Wish I could stay beside you longer, but this can't last forever.
Thank you so much for the fun you gave to me," whispered Sunhee.

She tidied up the blanket on June again, brushed his hair softly, then quietly walked outside the dorm.



~~~~~

Sunhee arrived at the hotel she was going to stay at, and was delighted that she had found her suitcase back. Now it was time for her real vacation.

She promised to bring back her family hanboks, so she went to a store to find some. After that, she took a look at many gadgets that were not available in her country. She bought a new released LG Chocolate for herself and a limited edition of a new VAIO laptop. She quickly forgot about what happened last night, and a week before.

Meanwhile June just woke up from his sleep. He looked around and also was confused how his blanket was on him again. He stood up and found the hot chocolate on the table. He touched the cup and realized it wasn't hot anymore, so he chugged it down until the cup was empty. He put the cup back to its place, and found the note that Sunhee left.

"Oppa~! You were sleeping so safe and sound, I couldn't bear to wake you up. I got a phone call and it said that my suitcase was here! So I decided to leave and take my real vacation. You won't look out for me, right? Kekekeke~ Thanks for your sincere and kindness. And sorry that I bring your peach colonize hoodie, it was just to cute and I couldn't bear to leave it. You don't mind, would you?"

June smiled while reading the note. But his smile faded away when he saw the last sentence from the bottom of the note.

"I'm so gonna miss you, oppa! Keep working hard for MBLAQ, hwaiting! >.<"

He didn't why but this weird feeling came out. And suddenly he felt teary. He also treasured the moments he had with Sunhee, whether it was when he was practicing or when he had free leisure time. He stood still while staring at the note.

"HYUUUUUUNG~ LET'S GO JOGGING. Hyung?", shouted Mir, running inside from the entrance door. June still didn't notice.

"Hyung, where's Sunhee? By the way you slept here? WITH SUNHEE? what did you do hyung? she's now gone, what did you do? OMONA, hyung.."

"Mir, shut up," said June in a straight voice. Mir fell silent.

"She.. had a nightmare last night. So I slept on the sofa just in case she wakes up again. But, unfortunately, she woke up earlier than me and now she has left. She said she has gone to have her real vacation, since her suitcase has arrived," June spoke in an empty stare.

"Anything else?" asked Mir.

"She took my peach colonize hoodie."

Mir held in his laugh, "Pfft.. Well, that's good for her, hyung! I mean finally she's not burdened with us anymore. I'm thinking about how would other fangirls react if they see her with us anywhere."

June just made a small smile, "Yeah, you're right."



~~~~~

A few days went by, Sunhee started to feel bored traveling Seoul by herself. She already chatted with her family via net, they also bought a souvenir for her. That day, Sunhee planned to take a walk near JTune Entertainment, to capture some photos with her new XLR camera. And maybe, to see June one more time.

Sunhee wore her black jeans, white sneakerheels, and also June's peach colonize hoodie, as usual. She was walking down the street, capturing various scenes, from the smell of fresh brewed coffee being ordered, to some pretty teenagers going to school. She always loved the uniforms in Korean schools.

She kept walking until she reached a familiar building. She looked up and saw the title. JTune Entertainment. She felt heavy to walk out of the place. So she stood there and stared to the building.

She didn't notice that there were a few guys coming out of the building. They were chatting and laughing, and one of them looked at Sunhee. Sunhee grabbed her camera, and took a shot of the building.

"Sunhee!"

Sunhee startled and looked over to the voice who called her. The one who called her slowly ran to her and smiled.

"Hey! How have you been?"

Sunhee's heart skipped a beat. She didn't expect that she will meet June here, she thought they were busy in another place.

"June oppa.. I'm fine! You? Ah.. annyeong yeorobun!" Sunhee waved to other MBLAQ members, they all waved back and Mir even jumped while waving his hands.

"So, having fun with your vacation?"

"Of course! Well.. not really. Sometimes I feel bored walking alone. But despite that, Seoul is so cool! It's not a waste having a vacation here!"

Especially meeting you..

June smiled. "What's that? a new camera?" June asked while gently taking over the camera.

"Yup, I..."

BLITZ~!

Sunhee blinked a few times, "Yah! Oppa that surprised me! The blitz was so bright." she complained, taking off her glasses and rubbing her eyes.

"Hahahaha~ mianhaeyo. Come here, this is for your souvenir!"

June dragged Sunhee to his place, put his arm around her shoulders, and took a selfca of him and her. Sunhee secretly blushed.

"Ah, gomawo oppa! Oh I think you should be going.. Your members are calling." said Sunhee.

June gave a big smile once again, which made Sunhee not able to take her eyes off of him. "Okay, catch you later Sunhee! Have fun!"

Then in a few seconds he disappeared with the other members inside the van. Sunhee waved as the van slowly drove away.

"Damn~ he's growing on me too much. I can't stay here any longer," Sunhee blew her bangs and continued to walk.

~~~~~

Another long week has passed. Sunhee actually had 3 days more on her vacation, but she checked out earlier than her schedule. It's to avoid her fangirling soul that keeps craving for more.

That day, she was already dragging her suitcase outside the hotel. It was 9.30 am, she took a morning flight, which will take off at 10.30 am, if it's not delayed of course.

She went straight to the airport by taxi, leaving all her memories behind. About Seoul, the food, the luxurious hotel, the fun and amazing scenes, and also about June.

~~~~~

She arrived at the airport just in time when it was time to go boarding. She looked at her ticket and searched for her seat. She got a place where it has two seats, one facing to the window. She looked around and realized her chairmate isn't anywhere close, so she decided to pick the seat next to the window.

"Perfect," she said while looking outside the window.

She put on her headphones and played her kpop playlist. Surprisingly, the first song to play was MBLAQ's "My Dream". Sunhee just smiled and hummed along to the song. Then this tall guy came and sat beside Sunhee. When the guy sat down, he accidentally bumped Sunhee's knee. The guy quickly apologized, which Sunhee just replied by smiling and mouthing "Gwenchana..". Then Sunhee was busy listening her music again.

The guy, wore a fluffy furry beanie and a turtle neck shirt that covered the bottom of his face, and he also had sunglasses on. Sunhee didn't pay much attention since she was having fun by herself. But she felt something weird.

~~~~~

4 hours later.

Sunhee was asleep. Her headphone had fallen off her head and was now hanging on her neck. She leaned to the window, making an uncomfy position for anyone who were looking at her.

The guy beside her smiled, and slowly lifted Sunhee's head, dragged it to his shoulder, and let her sleep peacefully leaning to him. She didn't move a bit.

~~~~~

A few hours later, Sunhee was awaken. It was almost time to land, but now the guy beside her is leaning on her shoulder. She rolled her eyes and gently pushed him away.

When they were about to land, the pilot's voice waken up the guy who was beside Sunhee. Sunhee made a smile and packed up her things, including her headphone. She still felt that she knew that guy.

The plane finally landed, Sunhee was back in her hometown. She felt empty, leaving June behind without telling him that she was already going home. But.. what can she do? June is not her boyfriend or anything. Sunhee luckily found her suitcase faster than she did in Korea, then she walked to the arrival gate.

"Hmph~ I'm home again."

She stopped for a moment, took a deep breath, and then walked again. She didn't look behind, but there was this voice, a well known voice, a voice that she wished to hear again, calling her.

"Song Sunhee!"

Sunhee stopped. She turned around, and was shocked to see the guy running to her. It was the guy who sat beside her at the flight. But this time, the guy took of his beanie and his sunglasses. Sunhee could see his face clearly.

"June?! Oppa??"

June smirked and stood in front of Sunhee.

"How.. did you.. took the same flight?"

"Hahaa~ I was also surprised to see you on the flight. I thought you were going to stay in Seoul a few more days. I went to the hotel where you stayed, but the receptionist said that you checked out already. I actually wanted to say that MBLAQ is going to have an Asia Tour concert, and we will be dropping by to your hometown. But you weren't there, so we just took off that day. Then when I sat beside you, I actually wanted to greet you but I changed my mind, and kept acting like a mysterious guy. Keke~"

"So, you were sitting beside me the whole time?", Sunhee couldn't believe it. Was she so concentrated on her music that she didn't even notice MBLAQ were on the same plane as her??

"Yep! And the other members got a seat quite far from me. Actually Cheondung has the seat next to you but he asked to switch with me, he doesn't like being alone. Oh lucky I switched with him, I get to meet you!" June smiled sweetly.

"Ha..ha.." Sunhee laughed nervously, still dazzled. June kept standing in front of her.

"So.. aren't you going to.. go?" asked Sunhee.

"You're asking me to leave?" June asked back, making a disappointed face.

Sunhee felt uneasy, "Ah! No, it's not that.. but I.."

"Did you know that I was glad that I found you?"

"What?"

June took a deep breath, and put his heavy backpack down.

"You see, the day you went away, when you left the note by the hot chocolate cup. I thought I wasn't able to see you again. I still kept that note until now. Then when I met you in front of JTune's, I wished that I had more time to talk to you, and maybe accompany your vacation, but I couldn't. And when you decided to go home earlier without me knowing, my fear reached the top. I.. just wanted to see you more often.."

Sunhee kept silent. June continued explaining.

"Maybe because we already spent a week together, you came to our rehearsals, and kept paying attention to me. I slowly grew fond of you. I thought that feeling was just like a feeling between an oppa and his dongsaeng. But I was wrong. It was more than that."

June suddenly kneel down in front of Sunhee, while taking something out of his jacket.

"Psst~! What.. what are you doing?" whispered Sunhee, while looking around at people who were looking at both of them.

"Song Sunhee. I realized that your presence in my life was very precious. And I wished it would last forever. I hope that I have a place in your heart to.. So.. Sunhee, would you marry me?"

June opened a small box and it showed a beautiful sapphire ring placed in it. Sunhee got even more dazzled. Her eyes went teary.

"Are.. are you serious?" she asked. A tear went down her face. June who was waiting for an answer had to stood back up and wipe the tears.

"Of course! I want to be by your side, always. And wipe away every single tear that you drop.." June gently wiped out another tear from Sunhee's cheeks.

"But I'm still 18, oppa.."

They both looked at each other, then June burst out laughing.

"Hahahaha~ it doesn't even matter, Sunhee! There's no rule that you can not marry someone in the age of 18, right?"

"My mom wouldn't agree about this." said Sunhee in a sad tone.

"I would fight for it." June replied.

"Especially my dad."

"I love challenges!" June smiled.

"And also my..."

"Sunhee!" interrupted June, "I just need an answer. Yes or no? Don't think about the other things, we would take care of it. Now answer me, would you marry me or not?"

Sunhee slowly gazed through the place. A few people were watching and even cheering for her to accept June. Sunhee's face went red and she bent down her head.

"Yes." said Sunhee while giving out a cough.

"What? Sorry I didn't hear you.." said June, bending down to hear closer.

"I said yes. Yes you have a place in my heart too! Yes, I would marry you."

June gave his best smile amongst all the smile he had given to everyone. He cheered for himself followed by the applause of people around them. Even the MBLAQ members clapped and cheered for the couples too, Mir went teary and Cheondung hugged him to make him feel better. Sunhee smiled and wiped away her last tears, and suddenly she was already being carried by June, he spinned her around, and she hugged him so tightly.

So, that was my vacation. A very fun vacation.
I didn't only bring home some gifts for my family.
I bought a present for myself.
Being lost isn't that bad after all. :)




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photos cr. to : absolutemblaq.wordpress.com

Monday, September 28, 2009

Boys Meet Girls


Sunhee was waiting for a bus at the bus stop when her handphone rang. It played FT Island's "Cheotnunae Ara", Sunhee got hold of her handphone at answered it.

"Yoboseyo? Daehee? Yea I was just about to take the bus.. No. Why? The three of us are gathering right?.."

Sunhee looked forward and saw a bus coming by. She stood up from her seat and walked towards the edge of the sidewalk. She was still talking to the phone while waiting the bus to open the door. When it opened, she quickly walked near to get inside.

"Jihee is also coming.. ah~!"

When Sunhee was stepping up, someone was about to get off the bus and bump into her. He hit Sunhee's shoulder so bad, that Sunhee lost grip of her handphone. In the end, she had to see her handphone slammed to the ground and immediately turned off.

"Ah~! Aissssh.."

She bent down to grab her scattered handphone, leaving the bus that drove off. She reached out her hands and it touched a guy's hand instead.

"Ah, chesonghamnida.." said the guy.

Sunhee rolled her eyes, she was to shocked, pissed off, and felt pain on her shoulders at the same time. She picked up her handphone roughly, put it all back on and tried to turn it on.

"SHIT!", shouted Sunhee while punching a pole in front of her. It made the guy moved a step back.

Sunhee looked at the guy and stretched her hands forward. The guy went confused and he shake his hand to Sunhee instead.

"What.. I was just asking for your phone!" said Sunhee.

"Well, you should have say so!", said the guy, embarrassed. He took out his phone and gave it to Sunhee, Sunhee quickly pressed a few numbers and 5 seconds later she was already talking to Daehee.

When Sunhee was done, she gave the phone back to the guy, and left him behind.

"Thank you -____-" said the guy.

~~~~~

Daehee was puzzled in the beginning when she was calling Sunhee and suddenly the connection got lost. Daehee dialed a few more times, but the number wasn't active. Then not long after that, Daehee received from an unknown number, and it was actually Sunhee, Sunhee said she will be there a bit late and her handphone was broken.

Daehee just nod along to Sunhee's rushing voice. Then just when Sunhee shut the phone, Daehee was about to ask Sunhee to buy something.

"Sunhee~ah! Aaah..too late.."

Daehee tried to dial the number that Sunhee used to call her.

"Yoboseyo?"

"Yoboseyo?" said a guy's voice. Daehee wrinkled her eyebrows.

"Uh, can I speak to Sunhee?"

"Sunhee? Who are you?" he asked.

"I'm.. I'm Han Daehee, her friend. Listen, she used your number to call me. Is she still there?"

The guy looked around and didn't find Sunhee's figure.

"I'm afraid not. Sorry."

"Ah okay.. thanks.." said Daehee, about to close her phone.

"Hey wait.."

"Yes?" Daehee moved the phone closer to her ears again.

"I'm Kim Jonghyun. Nice to meet you.."

~~~~~

Jihee walked outside ESteem, a modeling agency that she works for as a photographer. She hurriedly walked outside to get to Daehee's house and gather with her double unnies. When she was walking out of the elevator, she tidied up a map of documents that were in her hands, until she hit someone badly, her documents fell flying down to the shiny floor.

Nobody said sorry, but the guy who bumped her took a few of documents, he collected it and immediately gave it back to Jihee. Jihee looked up to the guy and received her papers back. The guy stood up and bowed a bit, he was about to walk away when Jihee called.

"Hey you!"

The guy slowly turned his back, "Me?"

"Yeah, you're new here, right?"

The guy looked around, "Yeah I am."

"I'm Han Jihee, a photographer. You see, I need some new fresh faces for the cover of next month's magazine. Would you like to make a teamwork? I could also promote you to other brands.."

The guy looked at Jihee, "Really?"

Jihee smiled, "Of course."

"That's awesome, I'm Jonghyun, by the way.."

~~~~~
~~~~~

And so, the three girls finally gathered at Daehee's home to have a BBQ party in order to celebrate nothing but their friendship day. Actually they always held up a BBQ party on the second Friday of each month.

"Jihee, get the oil and brush that Daehee put on the table.." said Sunhee.

"Where?"

"The kitchen counter.."

The girls were busy walking here and there to prepare their special meal. Suddenly the bell rang.

"Who's gonna get the door?" asked Jihee.

"Of course the one who owns the house. Jihee have you got what I asked?" shouted Sunhee.

Daehee smiled looking at her two besties. She walked to the front door, and peeked outside to see who was it. A guy standing 181 cm tall was waiting out there.

"Who is that.." whispered Daehee to herself.

She opened the door and greeted the guy, "I'm sorry.. you are..?"

"Ah I'm Choi Minho, the new guy next door. Here's a bit of my mom's cooking. Hope you'll enjoy it."

Daehee smiled and introduced herself as well. When she received the food that Minho brought, she peeked inside it. Minho then looked inside the house, far away to the open backyard. There, he saw Sunhee and Jihee talking to each other while getting stuffs ready for the BBQ. Daehee notice that Minho was sightseeing.

"Wanna come in?" she asked.

Minho startled, "ah? Ah no it's okay. Your friends?" asked Minho.

"Yeah, Sunhee and Jihee." said Daehee while pointing to both of her friends. Sunhee noticed and made a quick bow to Minho, while Jihee who was carrying a jar of mayonnaise waved to the front door while giving her best smile. Minho just smiled back.

Daehee looked at Minho and found him still looking inside even when Sunhee and Jihee were back to business.

"Sure you don't wanna come in?" asked Daehee, making sure.

"No, really. Then, I'll see you next time."

Daehee smiled and waved, then she closed the door and skipped back to her friends.

~~~~~

"So girls, any interesting stories today?" asked Jihee, while taking a bite of her chicken stewer.

"Not interesting, but pissing." said Sunhee, chugging down her can of Cola.

"What happened?" asked Daehee.

Sunhee started telling the story of her scattered handphone which couldn't be turned on until now. Daehee also told that she called the guy who broke Sunhee's phone.

"You called him back?" asked Sunhee in disbelief.

"Well, what should i do? I was gonna ask you to buy some stuffs. But don't know where to call." said Daehee.

The girls continued finishing their meal.

"I met this cool guy at ESteem." said Jihee, all of a sudden.

"Huh?" Sunhee's mouth was full of food.

"Yea, a newbie model. I'm making him as next month's magazine cover." said Jihee.

"Isn't that too fast?" asked Daehee.

"Nah, nothing's too fast for me. The faster, the better." said Jihee in confidence.

The girls started sharing different stories about their life, and each of them were secretly hoping that they will all meet the guys they just met that day.

~~~~~
~~~~~

Jihee woke up the most early, and she walked to the bathroom. Sunhee heard Jihee's steps and woke up too.

"Jihee is that you?" asked Sunhee, while rubbing her eyes.

"Yeah unnie. Whassup?"

"Where are you going?" asked Sunhee again, this time rising up from her bed, she woke up slowly so Daehee won't get disturbed.

"To ESteem, got a photoshoot to do." answered Jihee, she closed the door and a sound of water tap being turned on made Sunhee woke up fully. Sunhee got off her bed and walked to the closet.

"Hoaaaahm~~, good morning girls.." said Daehee in a sleepy voice.

"Oh you're up. Hey can I borrow this?" asked Sunhee while holding a pair of white straight jeans.

"Yea sure. For what?" asked Daehee.

"I dunnow, just wanna go out today. Aren't you going anywhere?"

Daehee pulled out a smile.

"What? a smile doesn't explain anything, what's with you?" asked Sunhee sarcastically.

"I have a blind date today."

"A BLIND DATE?" asked Jihee from the bathroom. Sunhee even wondered how did Jihee hear their conversation since the shower was on and it was noisy.

"yea Jihee! awesome isn't it?" asked Daehee, half shouting.

"WAY TO GO, UNNIE~~"

Sunhee just rolled her eyes and went outside to prepare breakfast.

~~~~~

It has been a week since their BBQ party at Daehee's house. Jihee and Sunhee decided to sleep over for a few nights. During that one week, Daehee was always the one who sleeps late, she was busy on her phone, texting with this Jonghyun guy.

"So this Jonghyun.. where did you know him?" asked Sunhee while moving the pancakes from the pan to 3 different plates. Jihee was still taking a bath.

"Remember the guy that you bumped into and borrowed his phone?"

Sunhee made a frown, "Yeah, what's with him?" asked Sunhee. Daehee smiled.
"Ah! don't tell me that's the Jonghyun you were talking about?"

Daehee smiled and nod her head, she took a bite of the delicious pancake that Sunhee made. Sunhee is the master of breakfast especially when it comes to pancakes, her favorite dish.

Jihee came out while drying her hair with a towel. "Pancakes again, unnie?"

Sunhee winked and lend Jihee's dish. "Thanks unnie.." said Jihee.

Sunhee was about to eat her own meal when suddenly the bell rang. Daehee and Jihee were busy eating and they both pretend they didn't hear it.

"Yea yeaaa I'll get it." Sunhee walked lazily to the door. She peeked to see who it was, then she opened it.

"Hi new neighbor.." said Sunhee.

"Oh.." Minho was surprised to see a different girl opening the door, "This is Han's house right?"

Sunhee smiled, "Ah yea, she's having breakfast so I had to get the door."

"Oh sorry was I disturbing?" asked Minho.

"Nah, no absolutely not.." said Sunhee. Actually you are.. -__-

"Hey i was wondering, we still have a plate of pancakes, want to join us breakfast? I mean, I bet no one's gonna finish the leftovers." offered Sunhee.

Minho looked doubtful.

"Oh don't hesitate like that, come on in." said Sunhee, pushing the guy in and closing the door. Minho was surely shocked being forced into like that. But he felt somewhat relieved.

"Girls, we got a guest here." said Sunhee, leading Minho to the dining room and giving him his plate.

"Annyeong haseyo, ah.. gomapseumnida." said Minho to the two girls at the table, and to Sunhee.

"Ah the new guy next door. Come join us!" said Daehee pointing to the chair beside Jihee. Sunhee then grabbed her own plate and finally started eating beside Daehee.

Minho sat down beside Jihee. Jihee looked up and smiled. Minho looked embarrassed but he tried to hide it in any way.

~~~~~

Daehee was off to the cafe where she planned to met Jonghyun. Jihee went to ESteem while Sunhee was lost alone in the center of Seoul. Well, not really alone. She has Minho with her, since Minho just moved to Seoul, he asked if one of the three girls could accompany him to go sightseeing. Jihee and Daehee have their own businesses, so there is only Sunhee left, Sunhee then lazily accepted the offer.

Actually from Minho's eyes, we all could tell that he wasn't expecting Sunhee to accompany him, but between Jihee or Daehee. Minho kinda felt guilty looking at Sunhee's bored face.

"Sunhee-sshi.."

"Oh? Yes?"

"Are you bored?"

Sunhee smiled hiding her laugh in. So finally he realized..

"Not really, why?"

"I'm already familiar and used to this place. You can leave me if you want. Or we both separate and go home together?"

Sunhee looked doubtful this time, "You sure?"

Minho nod his head. Then Sunhee gave on of her handphone to Minho.

"When you're done looking around, just give me a call then we'll go home. Kay?"

Minho raised his thumbs, "Ok, see you Sunhee!"

Sunhee turned around and walked to the other way.
Finally, alone is better than being with that guy but not talking either..

~~~~~

Daehee entered the cafe and searched for a figure. She then spotted someone reading a magazine. She smiled and walked towards the guy.



"Excuse me?" said Daehee.

The guy looked up, "Yes?", he looked confused.

"Are you Jonghyun?" asked Daehee in a childish way. I mean, there's a bunch of Jonghyuns in Seoul and Daehee was like 100% sure that this was the Jonghyun she was looking for.

The Jonghyun guy became more confused since Daehee knew his name, "Yes I am, and.. do I know you?"

"Oh it's me, Daehee! Finally we meet!" said Daehee while taking a seat in front of him.

Jonghyun really really looked confused, even it made Daehee confused too.

"I'm sorry is anything wrong?" asked Daehee.

"No.. it's just that.." Jonghyun didn't know what to say either. He looked around and found a girl walking towards him.

"Jonghyun~ah ! There you are!" she said.

The guy smiled and waved, he felt relieved at the same time. "Jihee!"

"Jihee?" asked Daehee, she turned around and found Jihee looking at her as well.

"Daehee? wait, what are you doing with my model?"

"Your model?" now Daehee looked even more confused. What a confusing day.

"Yea, he's the model I was talking about, remember?" asked Jihee.

Daehee looked at Jonghyun. Jonghyun looked at Daehee too.

"Wait.. what's your last name?" asked Daehee.

"Hong." said Jonghyun.

"AISH~! Stupid me.." said Daehee, slapping her own head.

"May I know what's happening?" asked Jihee, poor Jihee. She also became confused by these two confused people.

"I was looking for KIM Jonghyun. Ah~ mianhaeyo Hong Jonghyun-sshi!" said Daehee while standing up and searching for another guy.

Jonghyun and Jihee just laughed softly.

"There are indeed tons of Jonghyuns in this city. Now come on start the photoshoot! I knew you were at this cafe, smoking, since this cafe is just across ESteem!" nagged Jihee.

~~~~~

Sunhee spent two hours walking here and there, alone, sightseeing and not buying anything. She felt bored in the end, and decided to watch Jihee's photoshoot at ESteem.

"Minho seems having fun, he didn't even texted me until now." said Sunhee while checking her phone.

The ESteem building was located near the shopping districts where Sunhee and Minho were exploring, so Sunhee didn't take any bus or taxi to get there, she just walked herself there. When she arrived, she was actually going to call Jihee straightaway to watch the photoshoot, but she saw a photobook of ESteem at the lobby. The photobook was on a high end table beside the sofa. Sunhee decided to take a look at it.

She found out that the photobook consists recent photoshoots, as well as photo debuts of new models. And there was this one model that caught her eye.

Meanwhile, a guy was walking towards the lobby, he seems like in a hurry when suddenly he had to stop looking at Sunhee's appearance. She was looking here and there, seems like trying to find someone.



The guy walked towards Sunhee, he forgot that he had to call the stylist at that floor to help about the photoshoot.

"Excuse me, looking for someone?" he asked.

Sunhee looked up, "Ah, yes. I was waiting for my.. hey..", Sunhee stopped her speech.

The guy looked confused, "Yes?"

"Aren't you the.. wait a minute.. is this you?" asked Sunhee, pointing to a picture in the photobook, the newbie models section.

The guy scratched his head, "ah yes.. I'm new here."

Sunhee looked at the guy. This was the guy that stole her attention from the photobook. "Hong Jonghyun?" she asked.

"Yup. Jonghyun imnida." he said, while making a formal bow to Sunhee. Sunhee stood up and greeted him too.

"Perhaps, you can help me look for my friend?" asked Sunhee.

"I'll try too. What's her name?" he asked.

"Han Jihee. Photographer.. she is.."

"I know her! Come, I'll take you to her, she's doing a photoshoot with me!" said Jonghyun. He quickly reached out for Sunhee's hand and walked towards the elevator. When they entered, Jonghyun was still holding Sunhee's hand. Sunhee looked at him.

"Oh, I'm sorry.." said Jonghyun, releasing his grip. Sunhee just bent her head down and smiled. Jonghyun awkwardly scratched his head and felt embarrassed.

"So you're the model that Jihee was talking about?" asked Sunhee. Jonghyun nod and smiled.

Not bad.. Jihee is so..

DING~!

The elevator stopped and opened it's door.

"We're here." said Jonghyun. He walked outside and led Sunhee to the photoshoot location.

"Where's Jihee?" asked Sunhee.

~~~~~

Jihee rushed back to ESteem after buying a few cans of soft drinks for the staff. She looked at her watch and ran faster knowing that the staff must be waiting for her already. Then, she bumped into someone tall. Her cans fell down and rolled all over the place.

"Oh~ I'm so sorry.." said a familiar voice.

"Minho?" said Jihee.

"Jihee! Oh, sorry, I wasn't looking.." said Minho while picking up the cans.

"Ah it's okay, i was the one who rushed." Jihee picked up the cans as well.

"Where are you going? Here, let me bring the cans for you.." said Minho.

"To ESteem. No it's okay really."

Jihee grabbed the plastic bag, but Minho kept insisting. So in the end, Jihee walked back to ESteem with Minho following her. Deep inside, Minho was glad to finally meet Jihee, even though his foot hurts getting hit by the can when it fell down.

~~~~~
~~~~~

Another week went by, this time it was Sunhee's house that became the 3 girls' basecamp. In this week, the girls disappeared in their own business. Jihee was dropped and picked up by Minho to ESteem, with his new car. Daehee's date with Kim Jonghyun went successful. They even hang out for another couple of days. While Sunhee herself, spent more time at ESteem, not to watch Jihee snapping here and there, but watching Jihee's model a.k.a Hong Jonghyun giving his best poses.

"Girls, review!" said Sunhee, while clapping her hands. It made Jihee and Daehee who were busy on their own world, gather around Sunhee.

"Remember that we have been single for a long time?" asked Sunhee.

"Ah unnie you're talking about that again!" said Jihee.

"No, no listen! Remember when we swear to ourselves, that we will date the first guy that we met unpurposely?" Sunhee looked to her two besties.

Daehee looked like she was thinking hard, "OH ! Yea I remember."

"Me too," said Jihee.

"Well then, I'll break my swear." said Sunhee.

"What?" asked Jihee and Daehee together.

"Well, the first guy I met.. You see, he's dating Daehee right now! Besides, I don't really like him."

"Hey, we're not dating yet!" said Daehee.

"You soon will!" snapped Sunhee.

"Me too unnie, I pull my words too. I first met my model and realized he's not more than just my model." said Jihee. Sunhee smiled.

"Then i go with you guys. The first guy I met, hmmm.. Minho? Nah, take him, Jihee." said Daehee.

"Why are you offering me?" Jihee suddenly blushed, "By the way Sunhee unnie.."

"Yea?"

"You seem like stalking my model. I'll lend him to you." Jihee teased Sunhee.

"MWO?" Sunhee blushed too and threw a pillow to Jihee's face.

3 minutes later the girls were already having a pillow fight.

~~~~~
~~~~~

It was Saturday night. The three girls separated, and went to different places on their own. Daehee went to the streets of Seoul, there was going to be a firecracker party, where all couples gathered to watch the night sky.
Jihee went photo hunting with Minho by the famous Han River after watching Minho's soccer match.
Sunhee, was stuck at ESteem building, where Jonghyun begged her to stay and wait until his photoshoot is done.

*Daehee's POV*

I can't believe it has been 2 weeks already since I met Jonghyun. Well, I still remembered the mistaken identity where I thought that Hong was Kim. That was so damn embarrassing!
It doesn't matter know, since Jonghyun always asked me to accompany him wherever he goes. I don't know, is it the chemistry? I felt that I already knew Jonghyun when I called his phone that day, and when he asked my name, I automatically introduced myself as well.
Kim Jonghyun is.. different. From other guys I met. I mean, Jonghyun acts more than a friend to me. We're not in a relationship now but..

"Daehee! The fireworks are going to start!"

Jonghyun grabbed my hand and pulled me to a quite-high wall, it's not a seat though, but the benches and seats were crowded everywhere. Jonghyun carefully picked me up and put me on sitting on the wall, while he himself jumped and landed down sitting as well beside me.

At first, we kept silent and didn't say a thing. Suddenly he started to hold my hands, and sang a song under the starry sky with the firecrackers blooming.

"Now I've come to know. You were the one to always
protect me who was always lacking things.
You who's worn out from waiting, hold onto my hand.

You can forget all our past days that were so weak, right?
I am by your side
Now I'll walk with you on that lonely road that you walked on by yourself.

You are my everything for always my everything.
Always in my heart my everything.
Forever you're my everything.
You are my everything
Always in my heart my everything.
Forever you are."


I looked at him. He looked deep into my eyes. Then his face moved closer, i couldn't help but close my eyes, then i felt his lips touching mine, softly.

"Saranghaeyo, Daehee."




*Jihee's POV*

It was exhausting! Today was so cool! I watched Minho's soccer match and he scored 2 goals. The happiest thing is, when he scored a goal, he always looked at me and gave a wink. GAAAH~ I almost fainted at that place.
Now we're going to hunt some cool objects to snap on. Surprisingly, Minho loves photography too, of course after soccer.

We enjoyed the time that we spent together. We've once go on a hunt before, to Gyeongbok Palace. This is our second hunt, maybe coz it's late already and the night sky is getting pale black, we stopped for a while and had a picnic beyond the lights. Some people were there too.

"Enjoying this day?" asked Minho.

"Yea. Today was.. amazing! Especially your match! and the goals that you scored! extremely cool." I kept praising Minho, he just bent his head down and smiled.

"There's something I want to give you.." he said.

I looked at him, he was searching for something in his backpack. When he found it, he pulled it out, and gave it to me.

It was a big photobook, when i opened it, i was surprised to find all my photos in it. It was taken candidly, I mean, I didn't know that it was being taken. I kept turning the pages, the photos were a whole bunch, but in the same location. It was taken at Gyeongbok Palace. There was this photo that showed me taking a picture with my nikon. And, who else would candid me, if it wasn't Minho?

"This.. this is..?" I looked at Minho.

"Turn to the last page." he said.

I did what he said, and i found a photo of him and it had this text below..
"If enduring pain, braving shame, despising one's self for the sake of affection and accepting misery without question is the definition of love - then, I LOVE YOU"



I looked at Minho again, and smiled.

"Nadoo, saranghaeyo ^^"


*Sunhee's POV*

Yes, I spent most of my time with this model.
Yes, I'm happy to spent my time with this model.
Yes, it seems like my day would be boring without this model.
But, today, tonight. It's pissing me off!

Imagine, you're being told by the guy who is actually your crush, that he wanted to go spend saturday night with you, but instead he takes you to his working place! As in my condition, ESteem!

And to make things worse, his photoshoot is with this sort of girl, it's like a pairing photoshoot! How pissing is that?

I just stood still beside the photographer, watching Jonghyun changing his poses. Sometimes he looks at me, I just smiled. Until it came to this pose, where he had to put his hands around the girl model. His face looks so ignorant. I ran out of patience so I walked towards the door. I was wearing heels so everybody could hear my loud steps. Even the photographer stopped and watched me walking away. When I was about to open the door, there was this voice coming out from a loudspeaker.

"Hey you in the white boots!"

I turned around, putting on my pissed face, and found Jonghyun holding this loudspeaker thingy that has an alarm sound if you press a certain button.

"Listen.. If it was love which made me fall for you...then I am still falling."

I wrinkled my brows, "what?"

"Catch me, Sunhee! I'm falling for you!" said Jonghyun, while giving a smile.

I still didn't understand.

"aigoo.. I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart. The conclusion is.. I love you!"

I stood still on where I was. I looked deep into Jonghyun's eyes. Then tears started falling. I was between anger and moved at the same time. Then I saw Jonghyun putting the loudspeaker down, and stretching his hands to the sides, as if he was going to catch something.

I knew what he meant. I ran towards him, no matter how loud the sound my steps make. I landed in his arms, he hugged me and spinned me around several times. Then he whispered,

"Sorry for ignoring you during this whole photoshoot. Saranghae, Sunhee."

I was still crying, he tighten up his hug to me, and I could hear the photoshoot crew all cheering at us.



~~~~~

The 3 girls went home to Jihee's house, each being dropped there by their own couples.

Daehee came first, holding hands with Jonghyun, while sharing a scarf around both of their necks, they look so great together.

Jihee, came along with Minho. Her hands were around Minho's arm, and Minho kept brushing Jihee's hair, while holding his backpack behind him.

Then Sunhee came with Jonghyun (the Hong one, ^^). Jonghyun's hands were around Sunhee's shoulders, and Sunhee's hands were around Jonghyun's waist. Everybody looked so happy.

"Hey girls!" said Sunhee.

"Unnie! ^^"

"Sunhee!" smiled Daehee.

"Looks like our gestures explains all." said Sunhee.

The three couples smiled happily. "How could we all get together on the same day?" asked Minho.

Sunhee, Jihee, and Daehee looked at each other. "Never mind~!", said the three of them. Then they all went inside Jihee's house to have a warm cup of coffee.

Seems like the three girls finally found their true love. ^^